Nandithayude Kavithakal

February 25, 2008 by Sarath D R in Articles, General with 101 Comments


” My Mask too fine and serene,

My smile ugly, words worthless

The mask is torn to pieces

Still I wear a self conscious laugh….”

These lines are still reverberating in my ears. I know that my words are not powerful enough to write about Nandhitha. Her serene soul thirsted for something that she had missed in her journey of life. She left the world because she never wanted to wear the mask. The lines in the poems were fresh and pure as it was not written for the public. The dreams, hopes and the feeling of loss melted into her pen and is something still remains strange. She was adored by her parents, her brother and the people around her but the intensity of love was beyond everything, that brutally took away her mind. I was surprised by these poems and more by the poet. She might have been truthful to her life, but she got married. Without doubt Nanditha and her poems will be remembered in the hearts of all those who values their lives.

Nanditha was born in 1969 May 12that Vayanadu district Kerala. She had been a teacher in Vayanadu Muttil Muslim Orphanage Arts and Science College. In 1999 January 17th she committed suicide.

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  1. asvatiMar 14, 2008 at 6:15 pm

    like to read her poems…can u send it

  2. adminMar 14, 2008 at 10:12 pmAuthor

    Please try to buy the book..

  3. bineeshMay 16, 2008 at 6:21 pm

    feel that she lost something in life………………….poems which cannot say in words……..only poem can….

  4. DeepaJun 24, 2008 at 6:12 pm

    Her poems are her lost memories………… i think….
    anyway it is very nice to read n think abt tht

  5. SHEEJITH PAYYARATTAAug 4, 2008 at 11:34 am



  6. PREETHIKUMAR.G.SNov 1, 2008 at 5:24 pm


  7. sindhuJan 4, 2009 at 7:56 pm

    what a fantastic words.

  8. ArunFeb 17, 2009 at 9:27 pm

    hey anybody can assist me to procure the book nandithayude kavithakal…or nyby an sent it

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  10. chinchuJun 2, 2009 at 2:42 pm

    vakkukal poora paranjeeduvan……………..

  11. vinodiniJul 4, 2009 at 1:29 pm

    ormakalil nanditha enu jeevikkum…………..pranayam oru kathirippanu…………..nedumbol branthamakunnu

  12. thankamSep 5, 2009 at 1:44 pm

    i came to know about nanditha from my sir. she was his friend. i saw tears in his eyes while talking about her which made me to search about her

  13. anamikaSep 18, 2009 at 2:03 pm

    It is her Soul… Pure and the intensity of feelings…

  14. dhef1Sep 22, 2009 at 12:19 pm

    i love nandhitha u r words is very fantastic

  15. subhashOct 5, 2009 at 4:26 pm

    its silence
    its peace
    even the sound suffice.
    music in air
    music in mind, music in eyes……..

  16. jithin menonNov 6, 2009 at 9:49 pm


  17. oramaNov 15, 2009 at 12:59 pm

    oru padu vedhana undu kootukari…..ingane oru theerumanam aduthathil……

  18. Sahyan.k.sNov 26, 2009 at 5:39 pm

    Oh dove,loving your poems with a pain

  19. prasanthDec 16, 2009 at 5:10 pm

    “wow”…read her recently…wondered, how can she be so cruel!!?and now i say….if u dont care…we (like minded) dont care…it is absolute paranoia….may be she was emulating emtee’s heroine of the movie “uttaram”

  20. remya t pDec 31, 2009 at 4:00 am

    really heart touching lines.blessed girl.

  21. prasanthDec 31, 2009 at 10:47 pm

    imagined where she would have been if alive and with such a talent……”oh god-it was such a lovely miscreation from u……”

  22. unnikuttanJan 5, 2010 at 11:02 am

    she loved death more than his lover….like sylvia plath she was in severe depression which may be present aS A static feeling in all pure hearts…

  23. NichuJan 19, 2010 at 10:05 am

    What i say? poems from the soul

  24. jumiJan 20, 2010 at 9:35 pm

    iread her poems when it came a report in malayala manorama.what will i say?i’m a dead fan of her.when i read her poems again & again I feel i lost myself.

  25. sharletFeb 26, 2010 at 12:34 pm

    i have seen her through my life,still im seing,and i noticed that some poems written by me is that closely related to her words,no i cant say that,she was a legent,realy i respect or love her,more than her poems

  26. leenaMar 1, 2010 at 10:31 am

    nandita i can feel your pain from your poem………really you are a blessed poetess

  27. SHARLETMar 1, 2010 at 3:07 pm


  28. MDMar 15, 2010 at 8:58 pm

    oro varikkalum njan enne kanunnu …..

  29. nehaApr 3, 2010 at 8:36 pm


  30. ajith vijayanMay 8, 2010 at 1:20 pm

    really marvelous……al her poems contain real pain…….

  31. ajith vijayanMay 8, 2010 at 1:22 pm

    marvellous..all her poems contain a lot of pain in it……….

  32. ajith vijayanMay 8, 2010 at 1:26 pm

    y did she commit suicide………

  33. NichuJun 17, 2010 at 2:48 pm

    “Hriyathin nombaramenganea kanneeril chalichu
    Thalukalil pakartham”. Ur Poems are the example for that

  34. Jyothis ravindranJun 28, 2010 at 3:07 pm

    enne uranganan anuvathikkuuu….
    Swapnangalil ente amma undu……

  35. richseeJul 8, 2010 at 12:58 pm

    hey, accidently i came to this site and i was moved by her lines. franatically i searced the entire net for taking some biographicl data about her. but tnothing is available. can anybody who knows her do attempt to create her on wikipedia so that the world knows her…..
    would be grateful if someone could acquantise me to her past. i mean she married, any kids, where is her husband and wha t about her parents and her works …..

  36. ajith vijayanJul 10, 2010 at 11:43 pm

    hi richsee,
    nanditha committed suicide at the age of 30..she was workin in an orphanage school,in wayanad,kerala..she had a lot of pain in her life..probably had an unsuccessful lov..i think shes unmarried..sry if im wrng abt latter ..

  37. richseeJul 12, 2010 at 11:49 am

    thanks ajith!
    but i think someone cited her to be married.

  38. nabeelaJul 21, 2010 at 1:34 am

    Her poems….really touching words!!…..but i feel nanditha did a foolish thing dat destroyed her soul forever….nobody has thy right to do suicide as our soul is a gift that should be treasured….imagination is in infinity after death…..v cant think of ourself burning in the mouth of fire… cud she do this with such a gr8 imaginative power???!!!…………

  39. JOY THOMASAug 12, 2010 at 3:38 pm

    I have a requist 2 all lovers for reading this book….i read it! & felt It! , the feeling behind was extra ordinary! After reading this book pls try 2 write poems , it surely gives some potential from ur heart! Thanks!

  40. MUTHAug 20, 2010 at 6:55 pm

    i wanna know more about nanditha…..

  41. MUTHAug 20, 2010 at 6:56 pm

    i wanna know more about nanditha…..
    “nandithayil njan enne thanne kanunnu….”

  42. ajith vijayanAug 22, 2010 at 2:12 pm

    for those all hu see demselves in nanditha……u al il av soul in ur words…

  43. NimishAug 29, 2010 at 10:43 am

    misterious was her life…..
    her mind was always disturbed with thoughts (which is reflected in her poems)
    when she left this world… she made it more misterious…

    (Like to know more about Nanditha if possible)

  44. AravindAug 30, 2010 at 1:46 pm

    So much pain hiding between her words. The question on how a person feels when he/she tries to end thier lives is unanswerable. Maybe she felt some invisible chains tying her, gagging and choking her…could be the society. 25-30 being the period of quarter-life crisis, she must have gone tired deciding whether to go her way or follow the tide….or maybe the insecurity or fear from the scars of her past …

  45. mridula baijuSep 23, 2010 at 10:18 am

    marvellous……really marvellous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  46. kavithaOct 6, 2010 at 8:11 pm

    its really touching lines…..

  47. HarishOct 12, 2010 at 11:51 am

    pls mail me her poems.

  48. HarishOct 12, 2010 at 11:57 am

    anybody can have the feature published about nanditha in Malayala Manorama.Pls send me.

  49. AmmuOct 25, 2010 at 4:38 pm

    i am very very intersting to read this…..
    can u send it me???

  50. rohithNov 1, 2010 at 10:49 am

    really heart touching…. a must readable book

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